When I tried a second time to
start the car, the infant car seat was too close to the steering wheel so I
gave it a shove and as I did, it took a chunk out of the dashboard due to the
extremely cold weather. I realize that today as I write this some of you may
not remember when we used to put the car seats in the front next to the driver
so that they could quickly give a pacifier to the crying infant.
To say that I was upset at
this new opportunity to trust God is the understatement of the year. Instead, I
responded with frustration. I went outside of the car and slammed the hood
shut; or I should say that I attempted to slam the hood shut. When I did,
because of the cold weather, the hood springs and hinges froze and the hood
folded in half leaving a huge crease in the top of the hood in my otherwise
mint-condition car.
I remember that my next
action step was to go inside the house and “share” (rant) what was wrong with
the car to Cathy. Her response was for me to go to the auto store and purchase
a new battery. I reacted to her answer with sarcasm and cynicism; ranting that
“OK, I’ll purchase the new battery with a check because you believe that
somehow God will provide the funds so that the check won’t bounce! But, how
will I get to the store since the car won’t start?”
Just as I finished spouting
my lack of faith, the doorbell rang. It was Sue, a friend of ours from church.
“I noticed that your hood was up on your car and stopped to see if you needed a
ride on this cold day”; she said wondering what she had just walked into.
I, in great faith, explained
our situation and sarcastically explained that we were going to trust God for
provision!”
“Take my car”; she said to
us, “And go get the battery; I’ll sit here and drink tea with Cathy and the
baby.”
I drove her car to the auto
store, grumbling under my breath and purchased a new battery still wondering
how we would come up with the funds to cover the check I had just written for
just under forty dollars.
I wish that I could have been
a man of faith so that my part in this story would have been much better to
tell. But, throughout so many of the times when the Lord provided in our lives
He was the one who responded faithfully; I, oftentimes was learning to trust
Him as we went through the struggle.
I arrived home and in the
extreme cold removed and replaced the battery. I got into the car and turned
the ignition key. The car started up the first time with no hesitation. To cool
off before I went into the house, I spent some time bending the hood back into
place so that the hood could close. The chunk in the dashboard would have to be
another time.
I went inside the house we
were renting and thanked Sue for the use of her car and went to see if the mail
had arrived yet. In the mail there was a check for forty-four dollars and forty
four cents from an insurance company. I called the company to see why they sent
me the check. It was from an insurance claim that I had made a few years
earlier due to a work-related injury. The insurance company explained that they
had not paid me what I was entitled to and the check was the remaining balance
on the claim.
Because of the strange
amount, I noticed that the check not only covered the cost of the new battery
(just under forty dollars), but also the tithe on the check (around four
dollars). God had provided for us; He had covered the check with extra money!
Now, I realize that the check
had been in the mail for a few days and didn’t miraculously come from the
insurance company just as the Lord heard my faithless prayer for provision.
But for me, if I couldn’t see
His provision in this situation, I would be hard pressed to believe Him for
larger items like (many) new vehicles, appliances, remodeling, employment, additional
children (and grandchildren!), and a new house.
“Therefore do
not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What
shall we wear?’ For after all
these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need
all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and
all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for
tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own
trouble.” (Matthew 6:31-34 NKJV)
New King
James Version (NKJV)
The Holy
Bible, New King James Version Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.
Great story! All of us who live in the Tundra feel your pain. Isn't it interesting that when God brings us through death defying events and live, that the reaction to a dead battery in comparison seems foolish? But, even better, when we look at issues from an eagle's point of view, problems seem so small. "They that what upon the Lord, shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as the eagles. They shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint." I guess it is all depends where we are perched, on the mountaintop, or the chicken coop.
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